One day I woke up
Without the urge to hear your voice
My mind completely detangled from thoughts of you
I no longer cared:
To be your motivation;
To be the spinal cord to your dreams and aspirations
I no longer cared to hear you cry
About misguided plans and female fans
I would no longer be your shrine
where you created your fantasies of what a woman should look like
or feel like
I would not become your form of escape
You, a glass that I was desperate to fill
All this while blind to the fact that
I was emptying me
I accepted the love?
, you gave me because
that was all I knew love to be
destructive, chaotic, one sided
But I woke up and,
I realised that
You were simply
the distraction to my lack of self love
My lack of self awareness,
Was hidden in the moments of
your glorification.
Really good! Can totally relate ❤️
i’m clicking my fingers so hard right now ❤
I love it I loVe it I love it and I’m not. just saying this because I’m your best friend and because I just drank a whole bottle of wine alone but I love it and it made me feel like I understood my life you know?